i’ve gave up on everything about the past.
i have my future now
and i love it,
i love her very much,
its not something i’m gonna give up on

Just like a pillow

pushing my face in
my eye, nose and brow emerged to an epic
I started screaming and shouting

nobody heard a thing.

I am Happy today.

I feels happy today.
sitting here all alone,
smiling to the empty walls.
You felt my joy and you smiled back at me
from the photograph in my hands.

am not the Prince.

Anyone could just tell her that he loves her.
But how many would love her in secret for all his life.
He better give her all his love that she deserved.

I have to fake myself so she won’t see.

Is memories meant to be buried?

do toby know who gave him his name?
does he still remember my smell anymore?
or has he grown up and forgotten about the past?

maybe he do but he couldn’t.

seeing you in that Dress again.

I don’t care if you gonna believe this,
I can’t stop myself from looking into your eye,
I didn’t know how much I could trust you,
but that didn’t stop me from loving the way that you are,
how I wish you were right here with me.

those bangles on Your wrist.

I didn’t know what I am doing anymore,
I am not as sensitive anymore,
I did not have any other feelings for anyone anymore,
It all begun from that very day.

If I ever come across you again,
And I asked how are you doing,
you will definitely reply me that you are doing fine.

If you ever ask me back the same question,
I will reply the same thing to you, and in pain.

it still Hurts.

It been quite sometime,
been through time and space,
yet you are vividly clear in my mind.
I know its never been fair,
neither do I want to ask for more.
Maybe this is the way it should remain,
a damage done that changes all,
just like the time that we miss out on each other…